Hey guys!! As most of you know by now, I am pregnant again. I am not going to be posting because I am spending all of my extra time with Carson. She will have to share me all of the time in just a few short months. So, I want to give her my undivided attention right now. And, I tend to fall into bed as soon as she is asleep at night. I hope you all understand. I love you!!
It seems like I am doing a horrible job of posting lately. I am so sorry. I am trying to keep up with my running girl!! She is literally running! So, I am resting every chance that I get. That tends to mean that I am not on the computer much. I will try to recap.
Carson is growing leaps and bounds. She is walking, running and trying to climb stairs. I actually just brought her inside because she kept trying to climb the stairs when I had told her NO!! She actually used the railing to get up the first step. She is so smart!! she has started stacking wooden blocks and is now able to put two Legos together. I am very impressed with her building skills. She is also saying new words every day. She is now saying cow, cat, shoes, please and other random words. I am always very excited to hear a new word. We think she said Grampa last week. It sure sounded like it. And, she was saying it to my Dad, so it is possible. He brought her this mamzing Winnie The Pooh car. She loves it. It plays music and lights up. She can actually ride in it, and it has a handle for easy pushing!! We love it too. There are tons of pictures, and I will post them below.
Other than that, David finally finally finished that awful class. One left then he graduates!!! He has decided on a Master's Program. He wants to go to UTA for Information Systems. I know he will do great. He will start in the Fall. He also has an interview for that second job tonight. Keep your fingers crossed!!
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Carson is growing leaps and bounds. She is walking, running and trying to climb stairs. I actually just brought her inside because she kept trying to climb the stairs when I had told her NO!! She actually used the railing to get up the first step. She is so smart!! she has started stacking wooden blocks and is now able to put two Legos together. I am very impressed with her building skills. She is also saying new words every day. She is now saying cow, cat, shoes, please and other random words. I am always very excited to hear a new word. We think she said Grampa last week. It sure sounded like it. And, she was saying it to my Dad, so it is possible. He brought her this mamzing Winnie The Pooh car. She loves it. It plays music and lights up. She can actually ride in it, and it has a handle for easy pushing!! We love it too. There are tons of pictures, and I will post them below.
Other than that, David finally finally finished that awful class. One left then he graduates!!! He has decided on a Master's Program. He wants to go to UTA for Information Systems. I know he will do great. He will start in the Fall. He also has an interview for that second job tonight. Keep your fingers crossed!!
Until next time...
Last week was a lot of fun. I actually let Carson watch the Inauguration. I think that the TV time was worth it. It was wonderful. It is always fun when our country comes together like this. I am really excited about the future right now. We will see what happens. That is pretty much all that I have to say on that subject. It has been covered continuously, so I couldn't say anything new anyway.
Carson had a big week. She is through with bottles altogether. Our big girl is drinking out of a cup. She is also talking more. I am really excited about that. Last night she was saying pizza. This morning she said hanger. She is just getting to where she is repeating everything. She is growling for certain animals now. She is also saying baa for the sheep. She is just growing by leaps and bounds. It is killing me!! And, her black eye is almost gone. Pictures are posted below.
Other than that, I finally received a calling yesterday. I haven't really talked about it, but it took a while for me to get a calling in our new ward. I have never gone this long without a calling, so I am super excited that I finally got one. I am the visiting teaching district supervisor. It is a great calling for me. I get to inspire the ladies to get their visiting teaching done. I also find out who did what and report it. I hope to really help the sister feel motivated. Visiting Teaching can be addictive. The feeling is amazing. And, you have the opportunity to make so many friends. It is a wonderful program within the Church. I hope that my testimony can inspire the ladies to get out there and watch over each other.
David is still looking for a second job. Boy, the job market is bad!! He also has the world's worst professor for his current class. So, he is working very hard on this class. One more class after this, and he is done!! I am so excited for him. He will then start up again this summer. But, it will be nice to have that degree all finished.
There isn't much left to say. Until next time...


Carson had a big week. She is through with bottles altogether. Our big girl is drinking out of a cup. She is also talking more. I am really excited about that. Last night she was saying pizza. This morning she said hanger. She is just getting to where she is repeating everything. She is growling for certain animals now. She is also saying baa for the sheep. She is just growing by leaps and bounds. It is killing me!! And, her black eye is almost gone. Pictures are posted below.
Other than that, I finally received a calling yesterday. I haven't really talked about it, but it took a while for me to get a calling in our new ward. I have never gone this long without a calling, so I am super excited that I finally got one. I am the visiting teaching district supervisor. It is a great calling for me. I get to inspire the ladies to get their visiting teaching done. I also find out who did what and report it. I hope to really help the sister feel motivated. Visiting Teaching can be addictive. The feeling is amazing. And, you have the opportunity to make so many friends. It is a wonderful program within the Church. I hope that my testimony can inspire the ladies to get out there and watch over each other.
David is still looking for a second job. Boy, the job market is bad!! He also has the world's worst professor for his current class. So, he is working very hard on this class. One more class after this, and he is done!! I am so excited for him. He will then start up again this summer. But, it will be nice to have that degree all finished.
There isn't much left to say. Until next time...
So, I am sure that most of you have noticed that I am not blogging as much. I am sorry about that. I am turning the computer off through most of the day, so I can play with Carson without distraction. Time is flying by so quickly, and I don't want to miss a minute!
Last week was really fun. The family was no longer sick, so we were able to move around without groaning!! Grampa Clarke was able to come over to play on Monday. He brought Carson two very large stuffed animals, a cow and an elephant. Carson seems especially fond of the pink elephant. She walks across the room to give him hugs!! It is adorable. Carson is walking incredibly well now. It is fun. She just walks throughout our home. And, she really seems to love the independence that comes with being able to walk. For my part, I am very pleased with her and her progress.
Grampa Clarke must have been impressed by her walking too. He took her to get her first shoes at Stride Rite on Saturday. It was so fun. She ended up with two pairs of sneakers. She loves them. She actually watches them when she walks. She kicks them up, so she can see them when she is sitting. We took tons of pictures. They will be posted below.
Carson also got her forst big owie this weekend. David and I were given a very nice crib from a friend who no longer needs it. While we don't need the crib at this very moment, we have learned to never turn down free!! It is a large set, so we borrowed David's Mom's truck. She was supposed to watch Carson while we were getting the crib. We were gone for about an hour. When we got back, Grandpapa Cozad was waiting in the yard for us. He said, "Prepare yourself. There was a bump." I, of course, panicked. Carson has a black eye and a large scrape. Apparently, the shoes made her grandparents think that she was ready to venture into the backyard practically alone. They think that she fell and hit her face on a brick. I feel just awful that I wasn't there to comfort my girl. I do think she took the whole thing better than I did. I know there will be bumps and bruises along the way. I just wish there didn't have to be. Anyway, she seems to be healing quite nicely.
That is about all that is going on around here. David has decided to get a second job to pad our income during the economic down turn. I hope he is able to find one!! And, we are going to work on transitioning Carson from bottle to cup in the next couple of weeks. Wish us luck!! Until next time...


















Last week was really fun. The family was no longer sick, so we were able to move around without groaning!! Grampa Clarke was able to come over to play on Monday. He brought Carson two very large stuffed animals, a cow and an elephant. Carson seems especially fond of the pink elephant. She walks across the room to give him hugs!! It is adorable. Carson is walking incredibly well now. It is fun. She just walks throughout our home. And, she really seems to love the independence that comes with being able to walk. For my part, I am very pleased with her and her progress.
Grampa Clarke must have been impressed by her walking too. He took her to get her first shoes at Stride Rite on Saturday. It was so fun. She ended up with two pairs of sneakers. She loves them. She actually watches them when she walks. She kicks them up, so she can see them when she is sitting. We took tons of pictures. They will be posted below.
Carson also got her forst big owie this weekend. David and I were given a very nice crib from a friend who no longer needs it. While we don't need the crib at this very moment, we have learned to never turn down free!! It is a large set, so we borrowed David's Mom's truck. She was supposed to watch Carson while we were getting the crib. We were gone for about an hour. When we got back, Grandpapa Cozad was waiting in the yard for us. He said, "Prepare yourself. There was a bump." I, of course, panicked. Carson has a black eye and a large scrape. Apparently, the shoes made her grandparents think that she was ready to venture into the backyard practically alone. They think that she fell and hit her face on a brick. I feel just awful that I wasn't there to comfort my girl. I do think she took the whole thing better than I did. I know there will be bumps and bruises along the way. I just wish there didn't have to be. Anyway, she seems to be healing quite nicely.
That is about all that is going on around here. David has decided to get a second job to pad our income during the economic down turn. I hope he is able to find one!! And, we are going to work on transitioning Carson from bottle to cup in the next couple of weeks. Wish us luck!! Until next time...
We are all sick with the cold/virus thing that everyone else has. Carson is particularly miserable because it is very hard for her to breathe through her nose. David is in the bathroom with her now. We are trying to steam the congestion away. I know there is very little a doctor can do for her. She isn't running a fever or anything, so we are trying some homeopathic solutions to help her feel better. She was up for most of the night. Therefor, we were up for most of the night, as well. And, David and I have been sick since Friday, so this is no fun!
A quick update, Carson is now walking all over the place. In fact, she is actually walking super fast now. She will probably be running by next week. That's my girl. Walk in secret. Practice, practice, practice. Then, impress everyone with not only walking beautifully but running. She actually ran to me last night after family prayer. I could have cried. She has also started cleaning up her toys. She is so amazing.
I don't really feel like writing any more. I want to get a little more rest. So, until next time...
A quick update, Carson is now walking all over the place. In fact, she is actually walking super fast now. She will probably be running by next week. That's my girl. Walk in secret. Practice, practice, practice. Then, impress everyone with not only walking beautifully but running. She actually ran to me last night after family prayer. I could have cried. She has also started cleaning up her toys. She is so amazing.
I don't really feel like writing any more. I want to get a little more rest. So, until next time...
We have had a visitor this week. We are watching an 8 month old boy names Aidan for some people who went on vacation. It is very strange. It is strange to me that parents would want to go on vacation without their infant. I hate leaving Carson for two hours on date night. But, I shouldn't judge, so I won't. The very, very strange thing is this child. He screams night and day. He screams if you change the lighting the room. He screams for food. He screams when you try to give him food. He screams when you give him his pacifier. He screams when he wants his pacifier. It is his only communication tool. That is really strange. Carson had said her first words at 8 months. She was pointing and gesturing to things she wanted.I know all children are different, but this kid is really different. he won't play with people. We literally had 5 kids at one time yesterday. He sat by himself. If someone tries to play with him, he screams. He does like being held. He will make eye contact. He won't answer to his name at all. I talked to his mother yesterday. She has never even asked her doctor about the screaming. That makes no sense to me either. I feel so sorry for this kid. And, I feel guilty because I can't attach myself to him at all. I have tried, but it is like he isn't really there. I know that doesn't make sense, but there is nothing behind his eyes. They are just blank. I adore my daughter. If there was anything wrong with her I would want to know, so we could try to make it better. These parents don't want to know. More than that though, they don't seem to care. His mother actually told me she thought it was cute that he makes himself vomit if he doesn't like the food they feed him. That is not cute. That is disturbing. But, there is no abuse or neglect. So, I am stuck. On Saturday, he will go back home with his parents and back to being just a kid who screams all of the time. Back to a home where he spends two or three hours in a bouncy seat, so his father can work at home and his mother can work outside of the home. Back to a home where his father will keep him up half the night, so he can sleep late while his father plays video games. You have to take a test to drive. You have to have a license to get married or even to fishing, but any selfish, ignorant person can have a child. Someone will need to explain the logic behind that someday. Right now, I just feel sad. I am sad that there is nothing I can do. And, I am sad that there is a big part of me that wants him to leave. He just really screams a lot..
As it is the first day of the New Year, I will try to end on a positive note. Carson is really walking with confidence now. She walked from her room to the living room unassisted this morning. That is impressive. Also, David and I rented a good movie last night, Mama Mia. I had seen the stage production, and it was great. The movie is very good as well. Meryl Streep really can play any role. She is incredible!! I so enjoy watching her in movies. She seems to be someone who really embraces human nature. That is fun to watch. Until next time...

As it is the first day of the New Year, I will try to end on a positive note. Carson is really walking with confidence now. She walked from her room to the living room unassisted this morning. That is impressive. Also, David and I rented a good movie last night, Mama Mia. I had seen the stage production, and it was great. The movie is very good as well. Meryl Streep really can play any role. She is incredible!! I so enjoy watching her in movies. She seems to be someone who really embraces human nature. That is fun to watch. Until next time...
We took Carson to the doctor for her 12 month visit today. The doctor said that she looks fantastic. She is in the 50th percentile as far as height and weight go. Her growth has slowed--just as it should. Developmentally, she is ahead of the curve. He laid down some pretty steep goals for her 18 month visit. We have to lose the bottle altogether and use a cup. She is to be talking in full sentences. This one seems a bit much. I mean, how can you make that happen. I read to her all the time. I play with her all of the time. But, I don't know how to just make her talk in full sentences. I mean, I know a lot of two year olds who can't do that yet. It is a bit daunting. We also need to transition her onto all table food and away from baby food. That is no big deal. I am worried though. He thinks we are such good parents now. If I fail to meet his expectations will he condemn me to the land of horrible mothers? She is also supposed to know how to run, jump and climb the next time she comes in. That one I know we can manage. She is already anxious to run! And, she loves to bounce. I, of course, think my daughter is brilliant. All parents see their children as the most amazing creatures ever born. But, this is starting to feel like a test. And, as much as I don't want her to hurry and grow up, he seems to want just that. We'll see what happens, but I am super concerned. Until next time...
I have promised that I will start blogging again now that the holiday is over. We were so busy. Everything was pretty crazy, but we got through it! we were blessed to attend several family events throughout the season. The pictures will be posted at the end of the blog. Needless to say, Carson took in quite a bit of loot!! In fact, we are looking for an apartment just for her toys!! Haha. Obviously I am kidding, but the toy to person ratio in the house is a little out of hand. That being said, it was wonderful to see everyone and enjoy the holiday with family. So, let's see...highlights of the season: Carson walking to tons of people!! That was great. We all got to visit with Cousin David and his beautiful wife, Ellie. Carson made her first Christmas gift. It was a painting for her Papa. And, it made him tear up--which made me tear up. Eating a fabulous Christmas dinner with my family. We made crab stuffed salmon, sweet potato Gnocchi, spinach Feticcini Alfredo, and Maryland crab cakes. Yum!! And, I really enjoy watching my Father play with Carson. These are holiday memories that we will all cherish. Nothing can top Carson's face on Christmas morning. She was so excited. She was so excited that she literally was more tired than I have ever seen her by noon!! She just used up every bit of energy she had that morning. It really is magical.
We were given tons of gifts, but I think the greatest gift that I have been given is this amazing journey that I am on. I want to savor every minute of this time. It is passing so quickly. Sometimes I feel like I can literally see the moments flying by. I don't want to miss a second of it. Carson literally changes every second. This morning she said square and purple. Yesterday, she tried to sing Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star. Christmas morning she sorted things into piles for the first time. She is walking and talking now. Last year, she wasn't even a month old at this time. I feel like Emily in Our Town--only I am lucky to see all of this while I am living. And, I don't intend to forget how lucky I am any time soon!
Here are the pictures!! Enjoy until next time...


































We were given tons of gifts, but I think the greatest gift that I have been given is this amazing journey that I am on. I want to savor every minute of this time. It is passing so quickly. Sometimes I feel like I can literally see the moments flying by. I don't want to miss a second of it. Carson literally changes every second. This morning she said square and purple. Yesterday, she tried to sing Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star. Christmas morning she sorted things into piles for the first time. She is walking and talking now. Last year, she wasn't even a month old at this time. I feel like Emily in Our Town--only I am lucky to see all of this while I am living. And, I don't intend to forget how lucky I am any time soon!
Here are the pictures!! Enjoy until next time...
I am writing because I feel super guilty for not writing. I can only write for around five minutes though. These holidays are crazy. Carson is about to have her fourth play date this week. We have to go to a Christmas party at Church tonight and then finish our Christmas shopping. It is insane. Sometimes I think we are missing the whole point of the holiday. We are all so busy rushing around trying to create the "perfect" holiday that we miss our opportunity to focus on the joy of the season. We are supposed to be celebrating the birth of Christ. And, even though we know that didn't actually happen in December, the season is a nice way to remember the love of Christ and the special gift that He is for all of us. And, as much as I want to slow everything down, it seems almost impossible. I have all of these obligations. People aren't flattered when we give them gifts--most expect them. And, we are so focused on making sure that we stick to our budget that shopping is less fun than normal. That being said, it is so fun to see Carson's eyes opened to lights and sounds of Christmas. She loves it. She seems so excited by every little thing she sees. It really has been a joy to watch. And, we are so looking forward to Christmas morning. That is all that I have time to say. I will write again as soon as I can. Until next time...
Our debit card number was stolen today. Some very "intelligent" individual chose to purchase $600 worth of items from Walmart. Happily, the bank caught it immediately. This person must not have done his/her homework. We don't spend that much a month, much less a day. So, we have to fill out a form and wait for a new card. Meanwhile, our Christmas shopping will be on hold until the bank takes care of the matter. I must admit to being absolutely furious about the whole thing. Those little credit card sliding machines are very convenient for everyone, including thieves. And, now we have to suffer the consequences--temporary or not. It is awful that people feel the need to steal from others. It breaks my heart that people would be cruel enough to do such a thing around the holidays. I guess I can't expect people who steal to think of others, but I have a child too. we work hard for our money. This wasn't Robin Hood stealing from the rich to give to the poor. This was some materialistic creep who wanted a big screen TV from Walmart and didn't want to pay for it. There is little satisfaction in knowing that eventually the person will have to pay for his.her crimes. I feel badly for anyone who has to stand at the judgment bar and account for poor decisions and actions. It would be nice to be able to sit down with whomever chose to steal from us and explain our circumstances though. It would be nice to know that the person had to think about the price we had to pay for that decision. Until next time...
Carson had a really fun play date with Kaitlin Korfanty yesterday. She is 20 months old and about Carson's height. She weighs a little more than Carson but just a little more! Kaitlin's mom, Jennifer, brought Carson tons of clothes and a couple of new toys. One toy was a rocking horse. I am super happy about that because every kid should have a rocking horse! She also brought this walking toy. It has bars to hold onto to steady the child. Carson loves it. It also has a punching bag. She really loves that part! So, we have been playing a lot. Von's gift also arrived yesterday. It is a popper. Carson has gone crazy over it. She completely loves it. She has had a really wonderful couple of weeks. I can't wait until Christmas!! We are going to have to move to a new place just to be able to sit down. The toys are taking over! Anyway, the girls had so much fun playing together that we have decided to make it a regular thing. That will be really fun for Carson. it will be good for her to have a girlfriend. We have had a couple of other girls over, but Carson never really took to them. They were both screamers though. That might have had something to do with it...hmmmm! Anyway, they played nicely together, so I think this will be good for both of them. It might be fun for me too. It will be nice to have a weekly play date with an adult!!
Other than that, I am trying to teach Carson how to use the markers she got for her birthday. It is an adventure! She seems more enthralled with tearing the paper than with using the markers. And, she tried to eat the market at one point!! That ended our session for the day. Thank goodness they are non-toxic! Her whole mouth was green! It is progressive though. I know that working on this now will help her in the future, or, at least, that is what I am telling myself to get through it! Until next time...




Other than that, I am trying to teach Carson how to use the markers she got for her birthday. It is an adventure! She seems more enthralled with tearing the paper than with using the markers. And, she tried to eat the market at one point!! That ended our session for the day. Thank goodness they are non-toxic! Her whole mouth was green! It is progressive though. I know that working on this now will help her in the future, or, at least, that is what I am telling myself to get through it! Until next time...
Well, things are getting back to normal around here. I don't know if I like that or not. I sure do miss David today. I got too used to him being home all last week. I do like it that the Nativity is really over. We have taken down everything. It feels great! I really enjoyed the experience. It was amazing to actually build something, but I wouldn't want to do it all of the time. I had way more fun making the angel costumes than anything else. I think my creativity goes more in that direction. I don't know. I am so glad that my Father was able to come as well. It was a really nice way to cap off the experience.
I am back to doing laundry, playing with Carson and trying to find a place for all of her toys!! We need a toy box the size of a wall for all of her toys!! It is hilarious too because we didn't buy most of the toys. We actually bought very few of her toys. And, they just keep arriving. My friend and her daughter are bringing Carson stuff today. Later in the week, a friend and her twins are coming to play and bring Carson a gift. And, UPS is supposed to be dropping off a gift form Cousin Vona sometime today. And, we still have Christmas!! So, I am wondering where we are going to sleep when the toys actually take over the house! But, I feel so grateful that Carson has so many family members and friends that adore and spoil her with love. That is one of the greatest blessings that any child could receive. Carson receives love in spades from people all of the time. She is a very blessed little girl. Maybe that is why she is so happy and sweet?!
I don't have any pictures to post today. I will take some today during Carson's play date. Until next time...
I am back to doing laundry, playing with Carson and trying to find a place for all of her toys!! We need a toy box the size of a wall for all of her toys!! It is hilarious too because we didn't buy most of the toys. We actually bought very few of her toys. And, they just keep arriving. My friend and her daughter are bringing Carson stuff today. Later in the week, a friend and her twins are coming to play and bring Carson a gift. And, UPS is supposed to be dropping off a gift form Cousin Vona sometime today. And, we still have Christmas!! So, I am wondering where we are going to sleep when the toys actually take over the house! But, I feel so grateful that Carson has so many family members and friends that adore and spoil her with love. That is one of the greatest blessings that any child could receive. Carson receives love in spades from people all of the time. She is a very blessed little girl. Maybe that is why she is so happy and sweet?!
I don't have any pictures to post today. I will take some today during Carson's play date. Until next time...
So, last week was the longest week ever. We worked very hard on our Nativity room. I think it turned out nice. But, by the end, I was just happy to be done. Carson's party went great. And, I did manage to finish her scrapbook just in the nick of time. So, everything went as it should. But, we have all been very tired!! And, it was hard for Carson to be off her schedule that way. Participating in the Nativity was a wonderful, spiritual experience, but I won't do it again for a long time. I want to be sure that I am devoting all my attention to my girl. She is only this young for a very short period of time. I would rather spend that time with her while I can. I have to get to the Church to break down my Nativity room, but the pictures of both the room and the party are posted below. Until next time...

























By the way, Carson doesn't like cake!!
As Nativity week fast approaches, I feel that I must warn everyone that I will not be blogging. I can't do the Nativity and blog. I can't do the Nativity and anything else. So, this will be my last blog for the week. I don't really have anything to say. That fills me with guilt since this is it for a week. So, to make it up to you, I am going to post pictures of Carson trying on her winter coat and playing. Also, picture this, after watching David juggle, Carson tried to juggle herself!! How cute is that? Until next time...





Does it strike anyone else as odd that we spend the day after Thanksgiving shopping? I mean, think about it, Thanksgiving is all about being grateful for what we have. So, it is pretty ironic that the next day is focused on buying all the things we don't have. I can comment on this because I am not a hypocrite about it. I am locked safely away at home in my pajamas. I don't venture out on black Friday. It is a pajama day in my home. Carson is still in her pj's too. We won't be leaving unless the house catches fire. And, then, only if I can't out the fire out by myself. We have tons of food, drinks and supplies to ensure we will not have to go into the crowd of crazies!! And, I am not calling them that to be mean . It is like people lose their minds on this one day. They overspend on things they don't need. They go out shopping at 4am on the off-chance they might be able to find a laptop for less than $400. And, that sounds like a great deal. But, I can not imagine giving up holiday time with my family to wait in line for a $400 laptop that will be worth $200 a year from now. I went shopping with a friend on black Friday when I was 22. That was the first and last time. We were in Best Buy and a tired child actually sat down on my feet because we were all unable to move due to the horrible crowd. I decided then and there that this was not for me. It still isn't. I enjoy shopping when I can browse. I enjoy looking for the perfect item. Today it is just grab what you can. It is like Mad Max, only instead of a post-apocalyptic setting, you get a background of Old Navy, Banana Republic, or worse, Walmart! It is just wrong.
That being said, I do have a lot to be grateful for...and not just being home today. I had the privilege of hanging out with my family yesterday. We had so much fun. Speaking of lines!! My side of the family opted to go to Luby's for the first time. They had to wait in line longer than they ate. I felt just awful for them. When we arrived, the line was out the door. But, it didn't matter. Everyone was so happy to see one another and chat. It was great fun. There were quite a few pictures taken by me. They will be at the end of this post. It was just great fun. I am really looking forward to Christmas. My cousins Cliff and his wife and DAvid and his wife will be able to join in as well. That will be wonderful!! Then, we went over to David's parents house. We just laughed and ate the whole time. Carson helped with the laughter aspect. She covered David in mashed potatoes. Well, she covered David and me and the wall and the light switch. Basically, anything she touched was covered in potato. She did try lima beans for the first time. She ate part of a roll. After that, she just played with the food. It was really entertaining. It might have provided a decent amount of birth control for David's siblings as well. At one point they were all laughing through horror-filled eyes. Also, at one point, David's Father sat on my chocolate cheesecake. It was sort of my fault though. Carson fell. He picked her up as I sat my cake down to grab her. Then, he handed her to me and sat on the cake. I died laughing. It was almost impossible for me to apologize because I was laughing so hard that I couldn't breathe. I don't know when my life turned into a sitcom, but I think it was right around December 19, 2007. That is the day we brought Carson home from the hospital!! It is also the best day of my life, so I can live with the sitcom aspects. I got the best part of this deal!! So, here are the pictures from yesterday...until enxt time...



















That being said, I do have a lot to be grateful for...and not just being home today. I had the privilege of hanging out with my family yesterday. We had so much fun. Speaking of lines!! My side of the family opted to go to Luby's for the first time. They had to wait in line longer than they ate. I felt just awful for them. When we arrived, the line was out the door. But, it didn't matter. Everyone was so happy to see one another and chat. It was great fun. There were quite a few pictures taken by me. They will be at the end of this post. It was just great fun. I am really looking forward to Christmas. My cousins Cliff and his wife and DAvid and his wife will be able to join in as well. That will be wonderful!! Then, we went over to David's parents house. We just laughed and ate the whole time. Carson helped with the laughter aspect. She covered David in mashed potatoes. Well, she covered David and me and the wall and the light switch. Basically, anything she touched was covered in potato. She did try lima beans for the first time. She ate part of a roll. After that, she just played with the food. It was really entertaining. It might have provided a decent amount of birth control for David's siblings as well. At one point they were all laughing through horror-filled eyes. Also, at one point, David's Father sat on my chocolate cheesecake. It was sort of my fault though. Carson fell. He picked her up as I sat my cake down to grab her. Then, he handed her to me and sat on the cake. I died laughing. It was almost impossible for me to apologize because I was laughing so hard that I couldn't breathe. I don't know when my life turned into a sitcom, but I think it was right around December 19, 2007. That is the day we brought Carson home from the hospital!! It is also the best day of my life, so I can live with the sitcom aspects. I got the best part of this deal!! So, here are the pictures from yesterday...until enxt time...
I am finally feeling better. It seems like it has been weeks because it has been weeks!! But, last night I started feeling like my old self again. And, I am even better this morning!! Yay!! It really feels like it has been forever.
So, I am better just in time to be completely stressed out. With the Nativity and Carson's first birthday fast approaching, I feel like huddling under the covers and waiting for the all clear. This is just ridiculous. I had no idea how stressful it would be. I don't know about doing this again. I think we have just about everything we need for the Nativity and the party, but my heart still races every time I think about next week. I am glad we have Thanksgiving this week. It will be a little rest. And, I love getting together with my family. This year we are meeting up at a Luby's!! It should be interesting. We have never done anything like this before. I will just be happy to see everyone. And, I am looking forward to my family getting to know Carson a little better. We really should get together more often. It has been almost a year since they saw her last. And, my Aunt Martha has never seen her! It will be nice.
Speaking of Carson, she has been a little snuggly girl for the past few weeks. I love that. I love that she hasn't grown out of that yet. She is now obsessed with blueberries. We are feeding her blueberry yogurt. She loves it! And, she is doing a much better job at drinking milk. It is amazing how quickly she has grown into this girl. She has such a fun personality. She has such a great sense of humor. And, she is one of the most curious people I have ever met. She will just fidget with something until she figures it out. It doesn't matter if it takes one minute or thirty. And, she loves books. That is one of my favorite things about my girl. She truly loves books. She may wonder around the room while I am reading, but if I stop reading to her she cries. Our reading sessions have gone from 10 to 15 minutes to 30 to 45 minutes a day. And, she wants to look at her books throughout the day as well. She really is my girl. And, she loves to kiss all over my face now. She grabs my cheeks with both of her hands and covers my face with kisses and a thick layer of drool!! And, I love it! She is amazing! And, it seems ridiculous that I could have helped to make such an amazing creature. It doesn't even seem possible to me. She is so much more than me already!
Until next time...
So, I am better just in time to be completely stressed out. With the Nativity and Carson's first birthday fast approaching, I feel like huddling under the covers and waiting for the all clear. This is just ridiculous. I had no idea how stressful it would be. I don't know about doing this again. I think we have just about everything we need for the Nativity and the party, but my heart still races every time I think about next week. I am glad we have Thanksgiving this week. It will be a little rest. And, I love getting together with my family. This year we are meeting up at a Luby's!! It should be interesting. We have never done anything like this before. I will just be happy to see everyone. And, I am looking forward to my family getting to know Carson a little better. We really should get together more often. It has been almost a year since they saw her last. And, my Aunt Martha has never seen her! It will be nice.
Speaking of Carson, she has been a little snuggly girl for the past few weeks. I love that. I love that she hasn't grown out of that yet. She is now obsessed with blueberries. We are feeding her blueberry yogurt. She loves it! And, she is doing a much better job at drinking milk. It is amazing how quickly she has grown into this girl. She has such a fun personality. She has such a great sense of humor. And, she is one of the most curious people I have ever met. She will just fidget with something until she figures it out. It doesn't matter if it takes one minute or thirty. And, she loves books. That is one of my favorite things about my girl. She truly loves books. She may wonder around the room while I am reading, but if I stop reading to her she cries. Our reading sessions have gone from 10 to 15 minutes to 30 to 45 minutes a day. And, she wants to look at her books throughout the day as well. She really is my girl. And, she loves to kiss all over my face now. She grabs my cheeks with both of her hands and covers my face with kisses and a thick layer of drool!! And, I love it! She is amazing! And, it seems ridiculous that I could have helped to make such an amazing creature. It doesn't even seem possible to me. She is so much more than me already!
Until next time...
So, I am still trying to get over this silly ear infection. The doctor told me that it would be a slow recovery, but I am so over being sick now!! Anyway, I have finished my antibiotics. They should finish the job soon, so I am not worried.
I hate to say it, but this Facebook thing takes over your life. You have access to so many people that you never get to see or talk to. It is really nice. It is also a little annoying and time consuming. The e-mail never stop. I wake up to twelve or thirteen e-mails. It is very frustrating!
Carson is doing really well. She is in the middle of another growth spurt. Sometimes I look at her and try to see the changes. I know it doesn't work like that, but she is so different from month to month. It isn't just physical either. She becomes more and more social as time goes on. She seems to be developing specific interests. And, she picks up on more than we could ever guess. If I ask her to get me something that is a specific color or shape, most of the time she brings me the right thing. It is amazing. And, I probably only think that because she is my first child. I am sure that most parents go through this. I imagine that most parents discover over time that each of their children are brilliant in different ways. But, it really does knock the wind out of you the first time. I am just rambling. I will stop now.
I will say that I am very blessed. I received inspiration regarding my Nativity room yesterday. It is going to make it easier and even more beautiful than I had previously imagined. I am very excited. Please make plans to come. This is one of the most exciting things I have ever done. I really want to share it with the people I love!!
Until next time...
I hate to say it, but this Facebook thing takes over your life. You have access to so many people that you never get to see or talk to. It is really nice. It is also a little annoying and time consuming. The e-mail never stop. I wake up to twelve or thirteen e-mails. It is very frustrating!
Carson is doing really well. She is in the middle of another growth spurt. Sometimes I look at her and try to see the changes. I know it doesn't work like that, but she is so different from month to month. It isn't just physical either. She becomes more and more social as time goes on. She seems to be developing specific interests. And, she picks up on more than we could ever guess. If I ask her to get me something that is a specific color or shape, most of the time she brings me the right thing. It is amazing. And, I probably only think that because she is my first child. I am sure that most parents go through this. I imagine that most parents discover over time that each of their children are brilliant in different ways. But, it really does knock the wind out of you the first time. I am just rambling. I will stop now.
I will say that I am very blessed. I received inspiration regarding my Nativity room yesterday. It is going to make it easier and even more beautiful than I had previously imagined. I am very excited. Please make plans to come. This is one of the most exciting things I have ever done. I really want to share it with the people I love!!
Until next time...
I almost have my footing back. I might be taken for a drinker by someone who doesn't know me. Fortunately, those people don't come to my home!! And, I am not going out in this condition. I haven't fallen all day, so that is good. I have two more days of antibiotics and several weeks of decongestant to get through. Then, I should be good as new.
Other than that, I have entered the world of Facebook. It is funny how many people are on that confounded site!! I tried so hard to steer clear of it, but there were just too many people who would have been offended. So, I am on now. It isn't the awful thing I thought it would be. No one is naked so far. There have been no curse words. And, for the most part, I am only talking with friends from Church. It is relatively harmless so far. The minute that it isn't, I am off of there. I did get tot talk with a friend I haven't seen for quite a while, so it was really nice.
In Carson news, she has chapped cheeks and a chapped chin. It is a combination of drool and wind burn. It is awful though. I am thinking about applying Vaseline. I don't know what to do. If you have any hints then please comment. She is eating cereal now. It is my sneaky way of getting her used to the taste of cow's milk. She loves Kix. She ate a ton this morning. It will be funny if she still refuses to drink the milk!! It would be just what my picky-self deserves!! Haha. At least she has been easy to occupy. We bought her 100 ball pit balls!! They get everywhere and drive me nuts. But, she clearly loves them more than any other toy we have introduces to her thus far. Who knew?
That is about all until next time...
Other than that, I have entered the world of Facebook. It is funny how many people are on that confounded site!! I tried so hard to steer clear of it, but there were just too many people who would have been offended. So, I am on now. It isn't the awful thing I thought it would be. No one is naked so far. There have been no curse words. And, for the most part, I am only talking with friends from Church. It is relatively harmless so far. The minute that it isn't, I am off of there. I did get tot talk with a friend I haven't seen for quite a while, so it was really nice.
In Carson news, she has chapped cheeks and a chapped chin. It is a combination of drool and wind burn. It is awful though. I am thinking about applying Vaseline. I don't know what to do. If you have any hints then please comment. She is eating cereal now. It is my sneaky way of getting her used to the taste of cow's milk. She loves Kix. She ate a ton this morning. It will be funny if she still refuses to drink the milk!! It would be just what my picky-self deserves!! Haha. At least she has been easy to occupy. We bought her 100 ball pit balls!! They get everywhere and drive me nuts. But, she clearly loves them more than any other toy we have introduces to her thus far. Who knew?
That is about all until next time...
Have you ever felt like the room was spinning on top of you? Have you ever felt that sensation that you are falling out of bed for no reason at all? Well, then you might have had vertigo. And, you might have had a deep inner ear infection. That is what I have. It is obnoxious and disconcerting. It is even worse because we have family pictures lined up for today at 4:30. We shall see how that goes. It is outdoors, in the wind and the cold. I am not looking forward to it, but Dony is such a great photographer. Our wedding pictures are amazing. I want our family pictures to be amazing too. So, I am willing to fall down several times to achieve that. I will post the pictures as soon as we get them back. I need to get going though. Until next time...
